The new (&) with a little of Basquiat

I'm waiting for everyone to sleep before I start doing my painting which is due this monday. I'm blatantly not doing anything at this moment of time but I'm just looking forward to watching movies and more of it till the coast is clear in the kitchen and I'm gonna lock it so no one could come in while I'm painting.HAHA! 
I do believe in karma so why not you? 

It's 5 am and I've just completed my yolo like finally! I'm gonna party tmr for my great achievement today.lol. Anw I drew that swirly wurly specially for my yolo background and edited it in photoshop. I ended up using the second design and it makes my final piece look so ugly or should I say messy because there's just too much design in the poster. I'm sick of doing yolo and I think I shall make what there is now for my final piece. 1 down,6 more to go. Tmr I have a date with the beach together along with my paint brushes and my paints. And tmr, I'm gonna eat until I vomit and repeat the same process over and over again until I lose my throat. To prepare my stomach for the race tmr, I shall bunk down now. Goodnight. I'm having a slight sore throat because I didn't wear a mask and the workshop was fucking dusty. Now I feel so weak and it sucks because I can't even do my work. Stupid body. Why must you be so weak in crucial time like this? Bunking down late will just makes it worst. And poor jimmy white boy. He needs to stay up with me all night and he's always having a high fever only at the left side of his body. How cool is that.hahaha!  I'm blatantly not concentrating on my YOLO because if I were to do that, I won't be blogging.haha! Anw, I can't think of anymore ideas of what other elements i should include in my design and the whole piece just look so bleak when it suppose to be very cheerful. The whole brain just stops thinking when the juice are all dried up and the weather makes me wanna snuggle with my moo and doze off and ditch school tomorrow. How I wish! And my eyes, oh they're almost dead. The best but yet stressful part is that I don't know what should I wear for school tomorrow. Omgoodness, it's simply so stressful when it comes to this issue.lol. Anw I've been very sloppy in terms of attire to school for the past few days. It's either I'm losing my sense of fashion or I'm just losing my sense which is totally uncool. I'm gonna dig back all my never before worn adidas tops and make full use out of it.Okay that's damn random but.. whatever. Shit, that sound so like a ____.  I just hope that my yolo would turn out fine because I've been struggling with developing new elements for my design since 4 hours back. I cannot concentrate and it sucks big time. I'm sneezing most of the time and it's a sign. A sign that I would fall sick soon. Omgoodness. I feel like ditching school tmr but I need to show Chevady my prototype. Fuck that. Whatever it is, I'm just worried for my yolo because I think my idea's not working. Fuck that too. And now it's hard to sleep because I keep sneezing. Fuck that also. And in conclusion, fuck everything now. I'm just fucking frustrated with my fucking yolo design and I feel like slicing my head open and see what's there stuck in my brain that cause the blockage and go to school tmr with a sliced head and blood oozing out like waterfall making a nice "Hansel and Gretel" trail from home all the way to the workshop.  Look at how freaking long my fringe is. It is damn disgusting because I look like one emofuck kid. (woops!) They need to be snipped off before they sweeps the floor. No offence but i don't know how those emo kids can survive with their hair covering almost half of their face because it feels like you're putting a feather duster against half of your face and I find it damn irritating. I don't know how they do it but I'll never do it for the sake of fashion la. nehvarr!~


I was doing research for YOLO when one of the website link lead me to this.Instead of doing work now, I'm reading all the nonsensical comics there.Real dope -.- Assignments are draining those brain juice out and it's been flooding ever since term 2 starts. Friday is the day where everyone chill and put all work to a pause but I'm stuck at home trying to complete as much work as possible within a day. I was dead tired today but there's only 3 more weeks left to all the due dates and all the sleepless night.Sian.  The bass part just goes into my ears,pass through my ear drums and the impact just goes down all the way to the heart making it skip three beats.
I can die just by listening to the bass of that song.

Labels: you only live once

It's kind of disappointing to see yourself presenting like a retarded loser in front of the whole lot of people in the theater. It's more embarrassing to mispronounce the word and totally thought that nothing was wrong.I screwed everything up and I'm no longer confident in presenting in front of crowds.I just lose something that's indeed very vital.  Woke up at 0330 to complete colour studies. I am so retarded because I had 3 weeks to do this but instead I did it last minute before submission. My whole layout is UGLY and it looks like a retarded piece of work.  At times it's okay for your dad to donate money to starbucks because we burnt almost two big blue notes just for an afternoon tea under that tall twin tower. don't bother because it sunk double seven feet down. This basically tells you what we did today. Howie had nothing better to do so he went to arrange all the mac, joining them together.HAHA! He said one will look like a mac/IT expert if they handle 3 com in a row. It was v. retarded but yet hilarious.              happy new year !