The new (&) with a little of Basquiat

I didn't sleep all day because I thought ransome's work was to be handed in by tmr.
Anw my blog is getting very mundane because I keep talking and whining about school work and stuffs.I have no life, I know and I'm going to find one later in my sleep.
I've been practically sleeping like 2 to 4 hours a day for the whole of this week. I think I'm going to die very soon because I can feel the tight pain on my chest whenever I work for too long.

Don't publish my blog to my mum if I'm dead but tell her I love her instead.
I'm still not out of mind yet
Nope I'm not. No no no nope nope nahhh nope.
okay maybe a little.

Almost 11am now and I'm going to sleep and wake up 8 hours later.
Sweetdreams pumpkins. Haven't update in quite a while and I have tonnes of stuffs to talk about. But due to JK's hand drawing, I think I'll save this for later.
Look at my advance christmas gifts from the lecturers.

1) JK= hand slide -60 more sketches
2) Ransome= dress project
3) Herman= ipod design + poster
4) Soo cheng= biennale project
5) Mui siang= insert alphabets to my egyptian queen design
6) Yew hock= abstract eye
7) Chervady= round box
8) Woo= christmas card

Wow right.This is the best advance christmas present I've got (and I've yet to finish up any.) I get overly annoyed with spelling one of my lecturer's name cause I can't seem to get the spelling right until today.

-ransome is spelled this way not randsome/ransom

HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAH!
I'll update you all again if I happen to spell his name wrongly the next time.
LOL!

School's no longer the bitch that I hate.
"It seems to be my new boyfriend that I love a lot billy ninja!"

Fuck all my homework homies.
Anyone up for sheesha again? Cheeb. I realise that there're a few typo and spelling and whatever errors and stuffs after reading thru my older post.Mind that will you.
HAHA! It feels like a loser. Reading people's blog urge me to blog although i'm in the midst of doing my poster which is like half done and I think I'm going to continue the rest tmr since I got distracted by this now.
Lembu I can't believe you have a blog! HAHA!

This weekend would be a stressful one according to Alice glass crystal ball prediction.
Dopeshit,I'm out of their songs,okay maybe I lost everything from them due to the corruption again of this freaking bug here.

School was fine today.
The make up of "idk what's that lecturer's name" lesson was quite fun indeed. Chinese ink and twig = awesome master piece.Imagine that.
Typo was _______. I went home halfway during the break cause I forgot to bring my sketches. How pathetic.

I'm out of chill pills.
Sucks. Ann,let the feeling subside and time will tell it all.
Sally,be my sky and guide me through this agony.
Mabel, I'm sorry if you got to clean after my mess for me.

God,help me through everyday and don't let me fall into any pit hole (anymore) .
Amin. The artist was label "the coolest artist" on my list back when I was in sec 2 but now omg she's fucking kental indeed.
Well since the words are nice,I don't mind putting this up.

Go see it yourself cause it's too uncool to post the whole video here.
Undiscovered
Listen properly before you laugh or i'll spank you.(I know it's kental la)

And mind my spelling error- ransom's name wasn't spelled that way it's randsome.
HAHAHA!
No wonder I was like "ransom? isn't it blackmail money paid for return of something?"
My mistake.haha!

moments ago..

Ann Disaster said:
And stan guess what?
stanley said:
WHAT
Ann Disaster said:
for once im shaking my legs
stanley said:
wth
stanley said:
i thought what SIA
stanley said:
chicken

Thank god randsome's work is due next week or there will be sleepless night for me today.

Shall turn in now.
Goodnight! Stuffs like that makes me wonder if i should step ahead or stay there and dwell on it.
I know very well that I am still thinking on it.Like fuck.

Although it's been "decades", it became an addiction to think of it.Yes for sure I have plenty of this inside the brain still.
(*pondering)
cheesedick,fuck.

Okay I shall go to sleep for a better mind tomorrow.
Goodnight.

..however I think I shall share this with you all darlings.

4 reasons why we don't have the courage to confront our own dream.

1)Since young we are told that everything that we want to do is impossible therefore we grow up with this idea. Sometimes there comes a time when our personal calling is so deeply buried in our soul as to be invisible. But it's still there.

2)love- we did not realise that "it" is just a further impetus not something that will prevent us from going forward. Being too afraid of hurting those around us by abandoning everything in order to pursue our dream, we did not realise that they genuinely wish us well because they want us to be happy and are prepared to accompany us for that journey.

3)Fear of defeats we will meet on the path- (exactly what i am.)

4)Fear of realising the dream for which we fought all our lives-this is the most dangerous obstacle because it has a kind of saintly aura about it renouncing joy and conquest. But if you believe yourself worthy of the thing you fought so hard to get then you would be able to understand why you are here.And what Oscar Wilde said is true : "each man kills the things he loves"

-the alchemist

I'm dying from ransom's work.
goodnight pumpkins.