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Monday, August 4, 2008

Howdy day.
Our conversation are well enough to make me laugh. Well,I'm already fine with my father. After that 3 hours of 'lecture' and after 2 weeks of not talking, I've finally realise that I was off track. Disobeying whatever rules that was implanted in the religion.

I wasn't what I used to be,
wasn't that respectful towards my pap,
I was narrow minded instead.
Now I realise how disrespectful I was towards my pap and how I could actually put him down thru a text msg.

Yes I believe that I am very weak in terms of influential matters.
But after what happened, I did lose but somehow gain a learning experience indeed.
In the end, no one will lose out and life just moves on cos fate will decide for me (that sounds ridiculous though).
Somehow,Im just glad that my parents know on what Im into for the moment although they disapprove to it in the end.

Anws,Im glad that my parents got me back to track or I'll just get drift away without even knowing that I was dibesarkan sebagai seorang yang obeys her agama.

For now, I'll let everything calm down first before I finally make my final decision which I'm afraid to. I'll make sure things end where they started and my vow to set my butterfly free is finally here.

And like what Rafi said yesterday, no matter how ridiculous your dad is,he's still your dad. Somehow what he say is true and for now,Im just glad that everything had fallen back in place.
Im just hoping that I'll be strong enough to face the obstacle and challenges that might struck me one day. I wouldn't wanna fall into the pit hole again.

After this situation,Anna will still have that kinda feelings for Anna's friend but then Anna knows that there's boundaries to it. What to do? Like that lor. Anna can't do much indeed.
Anna's gonna be like anna's friend- to have the 'like that lor' kinda feelings

For my parents, I'll seek forgiveness from god instead cos I know that I've been so rude with them. There goes the a big stamp on my head saying that I've created a dosa besar.

With this, I just feel that Im still a kid who will cry if she lost her parents in the mall.haha!
Well,after all everyone makes mistake right? And from this, I've learnt my lesson and I'll stop being defiant towards them.
In a way Im still very raw in the brain. right nigel?