The new (&) with a little of Basquiat

Things was quite normal physically but mentally,it's sucha disaster. Problems keep piling up like Mount Everest.

"Get back to bed so when the tempest come,you'll be strong enough to deal with it." That's what the omniscient interior voice said. But sleeping was never a bliss when your brains starts to think of the negative issues everytime when you close your eyes. It's never a bliss when you have nightmare even when you're conscious.

Currently Im reading this book that Sally gave it to me for my birthday- eat,love,pray by elizabeth gilbert. Im glad that it'll be my life saver for the next 5793484 days at home.
Oh my,the kids are gonna be home from this week onwards and it means-disaster.
I guess I'll be the only odd one out for this week and sheesh I can't even paint my nails.
Im going back to school tmr but nope I can't have what I've been craving for all these week-bubble tea.
Oh my.
I just got back from supper with my beloved.
Strolling on the streets of 32 in this cold dawn draws a smile on my face knowing next to me is my hero,my air,my heartbeat and my everything (although he sucks at times.HAHA! wooopss!)
Sometimes I just need some time to have a nice little chat with him to understand him.
Now I know why he's so "overprotective"over me.
Okay,I admit: I sayang my papa many many! My god! things just got worst every single day minus off the fact that I was being treated like a princess.
Lately idk what's up with my father but he simply treats me like I'm his "daddy's girl". Basically, me, being a lazy babi coated with too much of the lard would wakes up in the late afternoon or even late evening and there goes my father (who is my alarm clock) who goes "zie,zie,zie".He wakes me up just to ask me to eat lunch/dinner which is being serve on the table already. SO this lazy babi coated with lard would brush her teeth and wash her face and eat lunch/dinner and would watch abit of tv and would doze off again on the sofa this time.
That was what that had been happening lately.
See how lazy I am.I need a job I tell you or else this will continues. Thank god my father is going back to work after a 2 weeks holiday soon or else I'll be just as lazy as you are. HAHAHAHA!

Okay the bad part is they had been like cat and dog. meow.
And I've made a decision to shut up and mind my own business.
And now I have my sickening problems to handle.
How sick is that!




Was out for bad habits at picturehouse with the Mab and Jocey
And bad habit was rated 3.5/5.
Head on for sheesha when the guys came and joined us.

Antics- Laughter.
Blowwwwwwwwwwww balloon.
And blow sheesha into the balloon. (cool huh!)
SET SET SET MI MI MI.
Wedges.
Chilli chilli chop chop.
#home. All that I said was true
Give me some time give me some room.
All that I said was true.
All that I meant was good.
All that I could was to define the lack.

Enough said, once and never again.
Because the truth waits.

My conversation dried up as if it was dead.
(I'm playing dead.)
And now I feel better curling up inside my private tortures.

This wasn't supposed to happen,
I was happy by myself with my dolls.
But it happened, it happened.

-Barbara Kruger

Beijing fireworks was fake. The little girl who sang in the middle of the stadium was fake.That was not her voice! That was another chinese girl voice and they substitute the original singer to this fake girl who lip-sycn. They said that the original singer doesn't have the looks so they took this "pretty" girl.Isn't that so ridiculous of them?!
What else can they fake again?
Their perfect opening din't turn out to be perfect at all after their secrets are all revealed. Pathetic oh pathetic!

Okay I got the box bag from Ms Lee today.Thanks. That gift actually motivated me to put more effort in my work. I very much love it! (nope Im not haolian-ing.)
Okay bye. Hello kitty.
Somehow this new skin reminds me of peanut butter.
And yes! Crytal castles are up for salt and pepper so,
I don't care,you've gotta dance before you leave.
Bubbles Bloop Ploop Boop. Had Soo's make up lesson today and Im glad to see my empty homework list staring back at me everytime I stare at my notice board. Cool huh.








Whaever shit there is and there's suppose to be today, Im just gonna thank superfyda for keeping me company.Sayang kau many many.

Fyda,whatever it is, just don't find fault with your bf too often okay.
At least he could endure your whining,your nonsense and all and Im so jealous of you! hahah!
Anw I'll hope for the best for you two for now and the future.

Okay tell me to do my work now.Furk. Ohaeo' oreos it's raining.
The rain puts me to sleep twice and I don't think I am really studying for material tech when half of the time Im dreaming with my notes on my face,lying down in bed.
I've yet to understand anything cos my mind is polluted with "nothing".
Material tech. is just one freaking pimple in the ass.
Dope head.Blame the rain if I fail.




Today marks the 43rd year of Singapore's Independence and yup there's also a lot of love birds out there tying a knot of love on the 9th of august.
Yesterday was 08.08.08 and shit! I totally forget to blog on that nice date.pfft~.

For today,the national day celebration was not as happening as those years back cos there's a lot of wedding to attend and there's no feel for national day excluding the fact that we saw the fireworks at the flyover near the singapore flyer while making our way to the next wedding.

All the kiasu singaporeans including my father drove slowly just to catch a glimpse of the fireworks.haha! Anw the fireworks was not that happening as the one like in Beijing yesterday.HAHA! well the fireworks was somehow the same like last year.Boring!

Enough!enough! Colour studies now at two:30 am. I had a very good sleep today.
My mind is free from everything and no one woke me up while I was sleeping soundly =)
(Sukenye!)

Anw, I've yet to finish up JK's A3 painting but Im halfway there.
Using watercolour was not as easy as I thought especially painting on the Bockingford watercolour paper compared to the normal cartridge paper.

Im totally done with the A2 spaceship drawing which I took almost 2 weeks to finish it all and give it a final touch.Im left with mounting it tmr and there it goes for this semester. No more JK's work anymore! No more still life drawing, no more nagging from JK no more everything.It's the end of everything for JK. Close book.

For my holidays,I really have no idea when it's gonna start. I din't even keep track of time and now Im really hoping that holiday will start anytime soon. When our holidays VeeCee Oh' two-ians?

Alright,I shall finish up the last bit of my watercolour painting and I shall post the picture of everything that I've done for JK this semester some time soon.
Goodnight darls! Howdy day.
Our conversation are well enough to make me laugh. Well,I'm already fine with my father. After that 3 hours of 'lecture' and after 2 weeks of not talking, I've finally realise that I was off track. Disobeying whatever rules that was implanted in the religion.

I wasn't what I used to be,
wasn't that respectful towards my pap,
I was narrow minded instead.
Now I realise how disrespectful I was towards my pap and how I could actually put him down thru a text msg.

Yes I believe that I am very weak in terms of influential matters.
But after what happened, I did lose but somehow gain a learning experience indeed.
In the end, no one will lose out and life just moves on cos fate will decide for me (that sounds ridiculous though).
Somehow,Im just glad that my parents know on what Im into for the moment although they disapprove to it in the end.

Anws,Im glad that my parents got me back to track or I'll just get drift away without even knowing that I was dibesarkan sebagai seorang yang obeys her agama.

For now, I'll let everything calm down first before I finally make my final decision which I'm afraid to. I'll make sure things end where they started and my vow to set my butterfly free is finally here.

And like what Rafi said yesterday, no matter how ridiculous your dad is,he's still your dad. Somehow what he say is true and for now,Im just glad that everything had fallen back in place.
Im just hoping that I'll be strong enough to face the obstacle and challenges that might struck me one day. I wouldn't wanna fall into the pit hole again.

After this situation,Anna will still have that kinda feelings for Anna's friend but then Anna knows that there's boundaries to it. What to do? Like that lor. Anna can't do much indeed.
Anna's gonna be like anna's friend- to have the 'like that lor' kinda feelings

For my parents, I'll seek forgiveness from god instead cos I know that I've been so rude with them. There goes the a big stamp on my head saying that I've created a dosa besar.

With this, I just feel that Im still a kid who will cry if she lost her parents in the mall.haha!
Well,after all everyone makes mistake right? And from this, I've learnt my lesson and I'll stop being defiant towards them.
In a way Im still very raw in the brain. right nigel?
And this smarty pants who proclaims herself as the lazy bone procrastinator( which I don't think so) had turned legally 8teen yesterday.