The new (&) with a little of Basquiat

Im feeling lousy.There's this kind of sick feeling which drains the body out.
This weird kind of strange feeling that had been haunting me since someday back.
And Im glad to announce that Im mentally disturbed again. '_'
well,I'll try bracing through it and endure with it for as long as i can.(like whatever?!)
I mean Im just trying to help and I dont have any other intention other then that.really.

In class after 6 just now,I kept them waiting while my damn slow hands are drawing the lines.
I told them to go off first but they refuse.
Again,I feel bad for that.(Well,I think Im easily disturbed these few days.)Shit,okay I'll stop whining.

Yesterday was stan's birthday wait wait..HAPPY BIRTHDAY LA STAN!you're so not cool la 0.0(kiddin~) okay continue..and we skip lecture for the next half of the day to go and celebrate his day somewhere.All the way to DG for minds cafe but then it's only open at 2.
So we wandered around and went to play (okay omg I cant believe Im saying this) counterstrike.HAHA!ya,that was my first time playing that boy boy game la.
And the people there were staring at us girls playing CS and i saw that okay!(I mean like what's wrong with it?)
Lets go play CS again to distract me from everything that disturbs the mind.(ahh whatever la papaya seed -.-)
After CS,we went to minds cafe and spent the rest of our day there.games games and all games all the way.fun?yea,especially the dinosaur game.I mean DINOSAUR okay!yes my favourite, d.i.n.o.s.a.u.r.(okay lame -.-)

And please,Im scaring myself off by tuning in to the ghost story at ria.damn pathetic.
And she's scaring me off too by that message.(okay random shit.)
Well,im still suspicious over something.Why am I dealing with this feeling?It's killing me.
Okay im damn fag la but still Im catching the match for esp and rus.The scores is 4-nil now okay!
damn what happen to people from my country.what happen russia?what happen?
and my italy,nvm it's disappointing.
okay whatever,im not going to blog anymore,got to concentrate on watching now -.-
goodnight.