The new (&) with a little of Basquiat

Then again Im back to staying up late to finish up the bits and crumbs of my work.
Back to this fucking art history project.(*sigh!) The previous post for the past two days was actually a human theory.
My problem now is that I enjoy doing theory like this just to cater to my curiosity although it might takes a risk sometimes. I've taken a BIG risk by doing so but then,oh well I got the final answer to what I've been searching for.
If you read the two post for the previous day,it was actually a trap.
I was doing some theory on how words could affect how someone feels.
Yes,it do affect and I've seen some reation there.
I wont dare to take a bigger risk by adding more chemical to make the reaction more vigorous but instead conclude to that theory. This is my theory and it's how I view it.

-8 out of 10 humans in the world might get easily affected with words due to their mentality. What was written was actually a theory about feelings express in words- the theory is a direct channel where it is verbally written. Indirect channel would be something like facial expression,hand gesture,voice tone and etc. which is not part of my theory. In this theory,I was standing up to what I consider to be right but then some humans would be against it and consider it to be wrong. This is what happen- misunderstanding.
Words are something like poison.It'll kills.It might just pierce straight directly into someone's heart if it's not well said and from there conflict will happen.
The words on the the previous post is being posted in a harsh manner. Well,obviously it affects the reader when they reads it and somehow if they feel that they are in the same kind of situation too,they will tend to suspect that the writer is bullshitting crap about them which is somehow untrue bcos they dont know what exactly lies the words said-truth. Interpretation is one of the main problem here.Wrong interpretation might lead to misunderstanding too.
Therefore,to conclude all this,a tyrant mouth could lead to disaster. You phrase it out wrongly,you'll be judge.So play it well. I did this so you dont have too. Im taking the risk by critising just to see how someone would react. -human theory successful-

...random thoughts
I was thinking of experimenting my own body and be an aneroxic.
But there's too much to be considered over that. Im still considering though but yes,nigel says im sick and you might think i am too.
This is not sick,it's just an experience to the body to cater to my curiosity.Look at nicole richie,she was aneroxic the other time but then she was fine and now she even have her own baby.Nothing serious actually happen right? So why not give it a try.(woohoo!) And the rest were all half an hour late for soo's lesson because of me.
Nothing much for school today but then I just got a lil screwed up during the comm skill's oral presentation and the fuck part was that I dint know that the lecturer was grading us until after my presentation.cheebye.
well,I'll do better for next week (since now I know that we are being graded)
fuck Im quite dumb in a way. -.-

After school,Im suppose to catch a movie with mr tan's son but then I was too lazy.
Instead i went with mab around my area.That was really unplanned.
We went to watch Dont mess with the zohan and it was fucking hilarious.A movie with nothing to be regreted of.A tinge of lame-ness,5 cups for the hilarious part and 3 tablespoon for the disgusting part.HAHA!

for mab
Mab, I know this this is hard for you but then I know you'll be strong enough to brace through it.
Im glad that you share it with me so at least I could help,in a way.Sometimes your feelings can control over everything in you. So my advice is dont let your feelings control over you but fight it back instead.I'll try my best to let those situation fade away from your mind.Im glad to hear your monster laughter again in the cinema.Do you know how good it feels to see someone happy especially when you know what's bothering them? Dont worry mab,hang on there cos everything will be fine. =)

Well,for Mr tan's son,I'll meet him tmr instead.
And thanks to razif for telling me bout the yesterday's post-love affair by idk who was actually by copeland.
Tidak ku sangka si razif anak pak maidin itu akan membaca blog ku.HAHA!
razif! pi mai jowjow la(pergi main jauh jauh la) hahaha!wtf.

And Screw you fucking aliens out there.Aliens is fucking fucking obvious and if you think I was lying,it's up to you to decide.It's pretty good that I open this blog for the public rather then i keep it private.So zip it up and keep those thoughts to yourself.I dont invite aliens to share their fucking thoughts with me.
Nigel why am I always making myself angry for no reason? weird right?
Okay,I shall include that in my hobbies and interest now.

A trip to SAM again today but it was with JK this time round.
Going to museum is the 'in' thing for design students like us.(HAHA!)
I get so fucked up seeing the same paintings cos im no longer curious of the paintings anymore since i've see it like multiple times before this -.-
Well,the paintings wont be gone, not after someday in the month of august.(if im not wrong)
went for dinner with mr tan's son (Oooooh) and the rest were all scattered to their desinated location in mind -.-

Im meeting all the anak anak kampung jawa timur (kiddin~) this sunday and we're up for a riot.(wooo..).(fuck it la,im just crapping).

ohh heart pain heart pain reason being..
1) just got an email from the CS lecturer and wtf it means-project
2) the egg project for material technologies is still undone(pfft~)-im too lazy to even start
3) art history redo project-undone
4) colour studies-undone
5)woo's new phone packaging project
what fuck is this?! Im still on the holidays mood and my body is aching all over due to over work on soo's project last night.
yay to germany's result this morning (big smile* and bright teeth shinning =D)

im so bosan! bosan!

love affair by i cant remember who.
Not so long ago when mojo passed me this song and I keep replaying it over and over again just to get the lyrics right.I even post it a few months back.

well,life move on..
And to mojo's gf(who turned out own an eyes of an alien),boohoo you cos mojo is really bitching bout you to me and you know how bad is that when your own bf really gossips about you to his friends who turned out to be me.And if in the first place if you know that your bf is texting other girls even if it's 4 am in the morning and still call her at and avoid your call when you think he's asleep but he's not and goes out secretly with the girl and watch movies with her and spend time with her alone(yes alone!),you should just ditch him right away upon knowing all those facts right stupid girl?Or is it mojo who's just bad mouthing people in front of other?well,that's another part to consider.
Freak! Im just one blur cock who is not yes I say it once again..NOT observant.

Omg,why am I angry when Im not suppose to?why am I angry over other people's life?why am I concerned over that bitch and jerk life when Im happily enjoying mine?-redundant stuffs which is affecting the gigabytes spaces in my brain.
haha!okay okay I shall not elaborate more on it today..will continue again when I want to feel angry for no reason.
-So the second part of the post was done out of boredom.
oh if mojo's gf happens to be reading my blog well this is for you-
Don't worry about not finding The One.Don't worry about the time,because for love,time is eternal.

okay all done.
Sleepy from all the typing.
goodnight mr tan's son. =) down with this throbbing headache with an ass pulling every cells from the brain and dancing off hardcore-ly as if it's a dance floor up there in my head.
the golabobo monster is high on some drugs and it's shaking up and down the walls of my stomach jumping up and down with those spike shoes.pain okay.
whatever it is,i'll TRY to stay awake for the match later on.
i mean who would want to miss italy and spain on the pitch?
well,i'll most probably be dozing off in tomorrow's morning lecture -.-
selamat malam aku nak tidur a while only before the match starts. One more day to waking up at five in the afternoon and sleeping at five in the morning.
Saturday sucks,there's always too much people out on the streets.
Waking up on sunday morning is such a glory that could not be missed.
Monday mundane,school's back from vacation at nine. Sall was over at my place today.
Every time she's here,I can't stop uttering crap. She'll be entertained by those nonsense rained on her.
She dont mind laughing along with it. Joining in is really her once in a life time opportunity(HAHA!)
Giving advice is her hobby. Laughing is some kind of a habit. Talking crap is a skill proudly taught by me. Talking bout boys is something like an advertisement. Gossiping and criticizing are like the juiciest topic ever. Telling her that I listens to what that shall not be revealed here is some kind of a joke,a funny one,very funny one indeed that it was unbelievable for those ears.I dint know that my dumb actions actually entertain her well enough to make her laugh.

Okay enough of Sall or else gin will be jealous.
right gin right?
Two worlds apart sharing one petite annoying beep beep hoobbey galloobee kid.
Both of them said "you're the theif,stealing ann from me"
well,I cant deny that but then I will share my time between two poor souls here(okay that's bad).
Mama why dint I come out with twin edition package?
So there's two of me that could spend a day with both of them at the same time making them smile having to have the time spent with me.
why mama why.
Or should ask god instead?
Everything would just be perfectly awesome if I come in a pair.haha!

I wonder if there's test on monday.
If there is,I'm going to fail due to not refering to my notes for this 2 weeks of hols but caters more to my lazyness instead.
Well,lets see what's up for all on monday.
night gin night. I must say this first thing first.Look at sally's dressing and look at mine.Almost the same dressing and we dint plan at all(not for the pants).
Well it's just like what they say,great minds thinks alike.HAHA!
okay,so much of me wanting to meet sally at woodlands but then we ended up at tanjong pagar-.-
Ann says:
you've been typing since 5 mins ago,i wonder what are you writing

!sally says:
ann,she has a wild imagination of her own words and doing. she's a strong will with her own ways to deal with. she believe but yet doubts never clear from her minds, only with the help of one words. karma is her strong believe. she need friends just like a fish needs the water. she has her own mind that i myself can get haywire in her nerve of brains . i love her because she doesn't act like she
care about others but because she knows that her herself is what god created she wants to show the world that she is who she is her .
After being with a her after quite a series, i learn that people like her are unique in ways you can't even imagine. i thanked god that you gave me, her as gift from heaven . amin.

Okay,i am speechless after reading that.Really.
That 3.30am in the morning chat really caught me into tears.
That tells you how much a gf like her is worth having.(Okay i sound like someone selling the gem stones at pasar malam.)
Dont be jealous because I love sally more then my room (randomly lame),
Dont be jealous because I have a friend like sally and you dont,
Dont be jealous because Mrs Andre is Muhammad Andre's fiancee.(wtf,inside joke)

Well Sally,
Im glad that we crossed each other's path
Although it was barely a year knowing each other but we got well together.
I feel like we've know each other for donkey years.
My mum told me not to judge a book by it's cover but YOU define the meaning for me.
You know how much I dont want you to be my friend during sec 2 and sec 3?
I kinda hate you and being this close now was never in my mind AT ALL!
Look what happen now,how close are we?
VERY CLOSE INDEED!
I'd never thought we would be this close.really.
Well im glad that god create someone like you or I dont know who would be by my side now when Im down. There would be no one to entertain my crap.No one would be that patience to endure the crave to my needs.
Coming to 2 years of friendship now and am still counting =)
4 last words.
ILYS! Today's saturday wasn't like those normal stay home homework day saturday but instead today was much more happening.Yes with them!Abg and Kin alone please. Abg was rather ONE and a HALF hour late -.- but then I had a great chat with kin at yappie starbucks =)
Abg arrived and both of them were discussing about creating this website thingy and I was like one idiot there (*blink blink).Well they were talking about creating this outdoorhub website.ahaha!AND i got no clue about anything.nola.Not that dumb laaaa. And after that,we went for lunch at Fish and Co.suntec =)
Eat and eat until i feel like puking out the new york fish and chips. Calamari rings(ahh whatever it is) is uber nice! After the eating session(kesangatan!) I went off to the National stadium with Kin to watch the match between S'pore and saudi arabia -.- it was not planned anyway.
Well,once there,we meet some of her friends and some other friend's friend's friend's friend's lalala (never ending) friend of hers -.-
The match was kinda boring though because that looser singapore dint score any goal.Pathetic la singapore.Anw,I was all prepared that s'pore is gonna lose against saudi arabia.AND they did ''_"
Okay whatever.Went back home after that -.- boring!
But the best thing was that I was home alone.All went to JB again to eat.(YAY!home alone home alone-.-)
took my time to walk home and the breeze was awhhhh..shoik la -.-HAHA!
and now Im home and I've not eaten yet.
Okay lets all eat at 3am in the morning now -.-(a full meal!)
im gonna eat now,shit,NO!
lets save the tummy from all the double and triple flabs.Well i guess I have to sleep to kill the feeling of hunger -.-
okay nites world!
________________________________________________________________________________________ thks to buffon's penalty save that it's a draw.
Luca toni(*roll eyes),oohh dont talk about it,he's like SO PATHETIC please!
seriously.
france's up next but im too lazy to watch.
netherland beats italy 3-0 the other time and hopefully not to france this time.
A 'must watch' match is on the 17th-italy vs france. i told you im lazy.
i woke up at one.
and eat at two.
and tv at three.
and sleep at four.
and woke up at seven.
and headache at seven 01.
and tv again at seven 02.
and bathe at eight.
and tv at nine.
and dinner at ten.
and blogging now eleven.
and italy vs romania after this.
come on italy dont be gay -.- and the moon is 3/4 full for tonight.
and im home alone again -.-
and sal is busy with al.
and i dont know what to blog about.
and Im going to bathe now.
and watch germany vs croatia.
goodnight. Went for a fat burning session with sally at the stadium around 4 and Im breathing like a fish after acing through barely 4 rounds of it.
The feeling of blood gushing through my head kills me and put me to a stop while sally continue jogging until she hits 6 rounds .(POWER LA SALLY!)
Lepak a while after that fat burning session(haha!)and sally stop by my place after that.
And the cool thing is Im glad that she was there at the right timing.The time when someone says someone gives up after all the determination. I admit,partly my fault too for delaying it although I know the answer to it.
Kinda fine now but still a little disturbed.Ahh well,I guess I think too much(that's what sally said)
Im freaking lazy to continue blogging.LAZY.
goodnight. Im feeling lousy.There's this kind of sick feeling which drains the body out.
This weird kind of strange feeling that had been haunting me since someday back.
And Im glad to announce that Im mentally disturbed again. '_'
well,I'll try bracing through it and endure with it for as long as i can.(like whatever?!)
I mean Im just trying to help and I dont have any other intention other then that.really.

In class after 6 just now,I kept them waiting while my damn slow hands are drawing the lines.
I told them to go off first but they refuse.
Again,I feel bad for that.(Well,I think Im easily disturbed these few days.)Shit,okay I'll stop whining.

Yesterday was stan's birthday wait wait..HAPPY BIRTHDAY LA STAN!you're so not cool la 0.0(kiddin~) okay continue..and we skip lecture for the next half of the day to go and celebrate his day somewhere.All the way to DG for minds cafe but then it's only open at 2.
So we wandered around and went to play (okay omg I cant believe Im saying this) counterstrike.HAHA!ya,that was my first time playing that boy boy game la.
And the people there were staring at us girls playing CS and i saw that okay!(I mean like what's wrong with it?)
Lets go play CS again to distract me from everything that disturbs the mind.(ahh whatever la papaya seed -.-)
After CS,we went to minds cafe and spent the rest of our day there.games games and all games all the way.fun?yea,especially the dinosaur game.I mean DINOSAUR okay!yes my favourite, d.i.n.o.s.a.u.r.(okay lame -.-)

And please,Im scaring myself off by tuning in to the ghost story at ria.damn pathetic.
And she's scaring me off too by that message.(okay random shit.)
Well,im still suspicious over something.Why am I dealing with this feeling?It's killing me.
Okay im damn fag la but still Im catching the match for esp and rus.The scores is 4-nil now okay!
damn what happen to people from my country.what happen russia?what happen?
and my italy,nvm it's disappointing.
okay whatever,im not going to blog anymore,got to concentrate on watching now -.-
goodnight. well i got drained after a day of everything.
thought it would be fine but my day ended up with some harsh words from me and by me.
im gonna sink deep into sleep now -.-
and let go of everything that had happened today.
goodnight. don't predict if you don't know truth.
goodnight. for no reason, gravity by embrace was replayed over and over again since ?? just now.
for some reason I've cleared all of mojo's text from my inbox.
3 messages left instead of 536.
im glad that mojo's not gonna flood my inbox again -.-(please dont!)


bored! bored! bored!
i cant log in to msn for some troubleshoot reason 0_0
i wanna play pool online again with razif(HAHA!)

i thought it would be 6608 but nope,it's not.
[dont mind,i talk about random stuffs which no one knows.Yes,not even YOU nigel!]

it's gonna be holiday for the next 2 weeks.
2 weeks only? (sian! i want more.)
there's still lesson on monday and tuesday -.-
make up lesson is like tootsy bootsy la 0_0
whatever it is,im prepared for monday's lecture.
1 word.boring!
gonna bring my best friend along,sketchbook! =)
saturday sunday monday.
okay 2 more days to kill before monday.
ahh,whatever la,im gonna do soo's colour studies homework NOW!
goodnight! FUCKING FED-UP !
SO STAY AWAY.
BECAUSE I MAY RUN WILD.
AND WATCH UP QEL,YOU'RE MY FIRST VICTIM.

i was out with sally today.
it wasn't any ordinary days like we use to lepak and rot till the sun goes down but today was a little different.
we walked all the way to hong kong and china street(which is like wth is that?) and sally was like,"eh what if we get lost?"
c'mon la sally,singapore is such a small place man.
she looks quite innocent when she ask that =D
we wandered around town just to feed my crave for bee hoon goreng the indian one -.-
and finally we found one near her school,NAFA. -.-
so it wasnt lunch anymore by the time but dinner instead.haha!
now my feet's killing me. pain okay!
I tried to sleep at 11 but I cant.
I keep flipping sides and constantly blinking for 2 hours on my bed doing nothing.
Kinda shagged but I can't sleep.
goodness im like listening to what i should not now but too bad,my ears just got comfortable with the beat.
i'll try to sleep now.
goodnight. just got home from one fullerton's starbucks.
im gonna sleep now and I think i look stupid there,at the bottom.
goodnight and it's only 8.42pm.